The direction your life is taking is a reflection of your deepest desires. When we question ourselves as to why certain events are taking place or particular types of patterns continue to occur in our lives we are asking ourselves what did we want just a moment ago.

The now moment of time is consistent three things, then, now and the next now. Without the prior moment, which has contained within it all thoughts, desires, needs, memories and emotions, there would be no now moment. Without this now moment there would be no next moment. Each moment is contingent upon the last moment for the momentum to exist. In order to exist you must first have the desire to exist, otherwise you would not have the energy available to uphold your reality.

Therefore, reality is based upon desire and mitigated with expectations and disappointment of lack of fulfillment of those desires. Disappointment is an indication that hope was not enough to create or manifest whatever it is we were trying to manifest in our lives. For some that will be money, or a job in order to make money, or love, or a partner or child in order to love. Everyone is unique in his or her desires because the energy used to create the desire is based upon the individuation of Spirit.

At your highest Self you have no desires because you are already God. It is at your linear self that is traversing through time and space where you encounter such emotions as passion, desire, anger, hatred, infatuation and fear. You cannot experience those emotions at the much higher, less differentiated levels of consciousness because your perception in those realms does not allow for the illusion of separation. It is only in the realm where you believe yourself to be encased in a physical body that you can actually believe you are separate, not the creator of your lives and indeed a helpless victim of circumstance. Only at the physical levels can you entertain such thoughts. This is based on several factors but regardless the facts still remain, while on earth you rarely remember who you are and why you are here.

In order to remember what occurred before incarnation, before movement in the physical, before forgetfulness, before attachment to the physical you may have to still yourself enough to become aware of what that might be. Once you start the stillness process, which might take shape in a variety of forms you will eventually begin to notice that your level of self-awareness has been enhanced or fine-tuned. Meaning, that what you may have overlooked before in hastened activity we call life, you can now see quite clearly. This clear seeing is what some people have referred to as clairvoyance. However, the type of seeing I am referring to here is the ability to not see the future nor the past; it is the ability to see within.

There is a landscape lying within that when once noticed can never be forgotten because the bliss is intoxicating to the soul. This brief moment of ecstasy is usually enough to keep the soul seeking to find the doorway to that landscape until it no longer has to worry about returning to a state of forgetfulness. The soul, which is the deepest part of our self, is quite aware of how easy it is to return to a state of slumber once having awoken. Therefore, what you may have thought would be an easy ride having seen the light will sometimes resemble a nightmare. It is during these times that we often look for a lifeline back to our natural essence. Lifelines can take many different shapes and sizes and not all work well with everyone. One lifeline to help uncover your deepest desires that will not lead you astray is meditation. Meditation is an inward turning of consciousness that allows you to find a part of your self that you may have missed along the way. Spiritual teachings are very important, without them we would not have enough information to start moving in an actual direction. However, if you do not take the time necessary to make sure all of you is along for the ride, wholeness will not be a destination on the journey. Go within and rest assured that time with your self is always time well spent